I think I am a rather envious person after all.
I find people who can easily do things that I wanna do but yet not able to really fascinating. I think I could spend hours listening to people who speak English nice and clearly using interesting and uncommon words and phrasal verbs, who can express their thoughts and feelings in such a good way that you would hardly ever doubt that you misunderstood them. Oh, those fluency and accurate pronounciation makes me shiver of pleasure just by listening to them speaking! And a little accent adds a bit of unicity to an everyday conversations.
'Coz most excited I get when I hear non-native speakers speaking English like that.
I envy them.
I know that we were born with the same abilities. We both didn't grow up in an English speaking family and yet... She or he managed to learn it so well that you would hardly tell them from a native speaker.
Oh, how I envy them.
Of course I know there are no limits for me too. I can learn it as well as they did too. I can speak any language very good too. But... They already did it. And I didn't yet. And I envy them.
But still I admire their abilities. And that makes me wish to go to the top. And when I watch korean people making efforts in learning Japanese and after a period of time I can see them speaking it so easily as if it was their native language I can tell myself: they did it so why can't I? But then again... "effort" is the key word here. As nothing can stop you except for your own reluctance.
Keep your dreams close.
But keep your aims closer.